X-mas please come early

Christmas used to be one of my favorite holidays, however in the last two year it seems that it has just gotten worse. The last Christmas that I experienced wasn't a good one and it looks like this one is shaping up to be a pretty sucky one as well.

Christmas is supposed to be a time of cheer and happiness. Yeah right, I'd like to mark this holiday down as a vile and disgusting holiday. I know you all will say bah humbug Morgan, but honestly that's how I feel as of late in regards to my former favorite holiday.

A year ago almost to the date I was released from work at the good old green machine. I spent the following days including Christmas worrying about if I would have a job. In the mean time we went to New Hampshire. I spent 3 weeks in the winter wonderland that is New England during the holidays. While I did enjoy myself at the time the pressure and unease that I felt about not being employed for all intensive purposes, Really sucked ass. This Christmas has been no better.

The Holiday season from hell has continued into this year. I have stuff going on that isn't great and instead of being out of a job I have one but I feel as though I can't do anything right and the people that I work with treat me like i'm stupid to boot. I can't do my job well, because the other teller thinks she knows everything. When I try to explain or fix problems it becomes this whole big to do all because she doesn't understand but won't take the time to take a step back and let other people explain so that things can get fixed. Oh well what is new?

So the lesson I guess the universe is teaching me at this time is patience and just to take a step back myself. Should I be able to succeed at this lesson I should be pretty well off come New Year.

In the mean time X-mas needs to be here tomorrow so that everything can just be finished.